disintegrate - KMurdock Music Group
Lyrics by：K M Murdock
Composed by：K M Murdock
Took too long to read between the lines
Every word had a hook every look had a lie
Had a lie
Convinced myself you were something different
Turns out the pattern never needed fixing
Said it wasn't like that but the proof was loud
Talked in circles tryna keep me down
Had me playing defense in my own damn space
Had me losing sleep over **** you'll never face
Some door swing open when they shoulda been shut
Some hands hold tight just to keep you stuck
Never search for a reason just carried the weight
Dropped it all where I stood watched it disintegrate
Had the nerve to act surprised
When the locks got changed
When the welcome wore out when the vibe got drained
When the calls went quiet when the access cut
Funny how the truth feel different
When the bridge blow up
No favors no favors that debt's been clear clear
No tears no waiting just made that clear
Got too much ahead to rewind for the past
Time moves forward whether ready or not
Some door swing open when they should have been shut
Some hands hold tight just to keep you stuck
Never search for a reason just carry the weight
Drop it all where I stood watched it disintegrate
No wreckage worth picking through nothing to find
Some things burn slow some snapping time
Never been the type to beg for respect
What's gone is gone
What's next is next
Not a villain not a victim
Just a chapter done
Not a lesson wasted
Just a road rerun
No bridges left standing
No ties to mend
Some stories just don't get sequels in the end
Some door swing open when they should have been shut
Some hands hold tight just to keep you stuck
Never search for a reason just carry the weight
Dropped it all where I stood
Watched it disintegrate
Let it burn let it turn into dust
If it ever meant something then that was enough
Hmm let it all burn down
Turn into dust now
If it ever meant a thing
That wasn't love