词：DJ 红崽
曲：DJ 红崽
I began to use pain as raw material and conducted
a dangerous alchemy experiment
attempting to distill concrete loss
into abstract understanding of 'loss' itself.
I heat memories in the crucible of emotions, cool hopes
filter details, and finally obtain
a gray crystalline powder called 'Understanding'.
This process cannot be reversed
Once you see through the heartbroken molecular structure,
you can no longer pretend it's just 'sad'.
I became my own painful chemist, putting
'I love you' on one end of the equation and getting
'everything is empty' on the other end.
The first rule of laboratory rules
Do not ask what the product is used for
The essence of alchemy is a magni
ficent and useless self consumption.