Just Another Day - Rachael Yamagata (山形瑞秋)
What's christmas time but one more day of the year
How do I disappear
I don't want no winter snow
I don't want no sleigh bell ring
I don't need no twinkling light to light up anything
I don't wanna go to sleep and dream that you are near
And wake up in the morning to find that you're not here
What's a holiday without the ones you love
No decorated house will ever be enough
Next year might be better but this one's pretty rough
How do I make it stop
I don't wanna hear the songs about sitting by the fire
Hot chocolate on the stove distant singing choir
I don't need no mistletoe to hang above the door
Reminding me this christmas you're not here anymore
Cry the tears trade them in for christmas cheer
It feels more honest anyway this year
I don't want my favorite things wrapped under the tree
I don't wanna fuss with gingerbread hanging any stockings
I don't wanna spend a day pretending I'm okay
Next year will be better say
But for me this christmas will be just another day