Leiana - I Don't Wanna Be

I'm on a road of broken dreamsAnd I need to know whySeek the truth through lies to be my guideI'm in a world of doubt and trustCan't denyI lost my way here in this quest can't lieI can't believe what's happeningI don't know what to sayI can't believe I left to see this dayI don't wanna live this wayIt haunts my mindAnd I just need to get it straightStop wasting timeAnd I don't wanna live and feelThat I can change what's wrongBut I know won't be living in a lieOh I'll be hanging on the crossWhen I put the nails inIt's time to choose a road that we believe inYou say you understand it allTry and smileIf only I could see it's true somehowI can't believe what's happeningI don't know what to sayAnd what I wouldn't give to change our fateI don't wanna live this wayIt haunts my mindAnd I just need to get it straightStop wasting timeAnd I don't wanna live and feelThat I can change what's wrongBut I know won't be living in a lieAnd I've tried so hard to hold onBut I keep on fallingAnd no matter how hard I runI just keep returningAnd I'm back to where I started fromI don't wanna live this wayIt haunts my mindAnd I just need to get it straightStop wasting timeI don't wanna live this wayIt haunts my mindAnd I just need to get it straightStop wasting timeAnd I don't wanna live and feelThat I can change what's wrongBut I know won't be living in a lie