I've been in my own head lately
Pacing back and forth between the good the bad the safe
Cause I got a fear of failing
Scared I might go insane
****I got a migraine yeah
But I'm trying my best to be ok ok
Then I'm telling myself that there's no way no way
Keep telling myself that there's no way no way
Oh I chain smoke 'til I'm black in the lungs
But that don't help me
No that don't help me
And I cling to a bottle cause it's keeping me numb
But that don't help me
Can someone help me
Cause I can't help me
I'm trying to find a remedy
To drown out my anxiety
Something that can set me free
Oh I hate this part of me
I'm trying to find a remedy
To drown out my anxiety
Something that can set me free
Oh I hate this part of me
Tempted by my vices I just need advice on
How to deal with life so hectic
Used to be the best at dealing with the set backs
Now I'm just plain out desperate and I
I'm trying my best to be ok ok
Then I'm telling myself that there's no way no way
Keep telling myself that there's no way no way
Oh I chain smoke 'til I'm black in the lungs
But that don't help me
No that don't help me
And I cling to a bottle cause it's keeping me numb
But that don't help me
Can someone help me
Cause I can't help me
I'm trying to find a remedy
To drown out my anxiety
Something that can set me free
Oh I hate this part of me
I'm trying to find a remedy
To drown out my anxiety
Something that can set me free
Oh I hate this part of me
Help me
Trying to find a remedy
Help me
Trying to find a remedy to drown out this anxiety
Oh I chain smoke 'til I'm black in the lungs
But that don't help me
Could someone help
Cos I can't help me