If Im being honest Im just insecure
Never felt so good alone on the floor
Drowning in my thoughts but I cant ignore
That I think I kind of like it
I gotta feeling maybe I should give it up
I know I know how but I dont wanna stop
Wishing that its over but it aint enough
Cause I think I kind of like it
I wish I could just tell myself to stop
Let go of all those things that Im not
Remember who I was I forgot
I forgot
The best part of me always knew
The things that I need the things I shouldnt do
But who am I Cant deny the fact I didnt try at all
The best part of me
Always knew
The best part of me
Always knew
Comfortable living with anxiety
The voices keep telling me Im not pretty
I ruin good things cause I feel guilty
When Im happy do you like it
I wish I could just tell myself to stop
Let go of all those things that Im not
Remember who I was I forgot
I forgot
The best part of me always knew
The things that I need the things I shouldnt do
But who am I Cant deny the fact I didnt try at all
But The best part of me put up a good fight
I cant really see stuck on the other side
Who am I Cant deny the fact I didnt try at all
The best part of me always knew
The best part of me always knew
I know I could Let go
But something keeps holding me down
I wish I didnt know
That I could pull myself off the ground
Its funny how it goes
Now nothing is holding me down
And now I think I know
And now I think I know
That the best part of me always knew
The things that I need the things I shouldnt do
But who am I Cant deny the fact I didnt try at all
But the best part of me put up a good fight
I cant really see stuck on the other side
Who am I Cant deny the fact I didnt try at all
But the best part of me
Always knew
The best part of me
Always knew
I know I could let go
Now nothing is holding me down
Its funny how it goes
And now I think I know