词：BGM 运输王
曲：BGM 运输王
I often get distracted -in the crowded subway
during breaks in meetings
imagining what we would be doing if we hadn't separated.
Every corner of this city is divided into two versions
one is what I am experiencing
and the other is the everlasting 'if' that is with you.
I'm not doing well
it's just that I always feel like there's a better
me in some parallel time and space
being tightly embraced by you.
The most painful part of a breakup is not when it's over
but when those 'could have been'
they're like ghosts, living in every 'now' of mine.
I have become a real-life deserter
always sneaking into that parallel
universe where 'we're okay' to catch my breath.