Ive been having a hard time adjusting
我经历了一段自我调整的艰难时期
I had the shiniest wheels
我本有着最闪耀的齿轮
Now theyre rusting
而如今它们布满了锈迹
I didnt know if youd care if I came back
我不知道如果我回头你是否还会在乎
I have a lot of regrets about that
对此我有太多的悔意
Pulled the car off the road to the lookout
将车停在路边交给看守
Couldve followed my fears all the way down
它大概伴随了我一路的惶恐无助
And maybe I dont quite know what to say
也许我不太清楚该说点什么
But Im here in your doorway
但我如今就站在你的家门口
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
我有在努力啊
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你明白
That this is me trying
我有在挽回你
They told me all of my cages were mental
他们告诉我束缚我的都是精神牢笼
So I got wasted like all my potential
我挥霍浪费了我的前途
And my words shoot to kill when Im mad
当我怒上心头言辞如利刃出鞘
I have a lot of regrets about that
对此我有太多的悔意
I was so ahead of the curve
我总是遥遥领先
The curve became a sphere
直到我固步自封
Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here
觉得自己被所有的同学们抛在身后于是我沦落至此
Pouring out my heart to a stranger
将我的整颗心对一个陌生人倾诉
But I didnt pour the whiskey
但我并没有失去理智
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
我有在努力啊
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
我有在挽回你
At least Im trying
起码我在努力啊
And its hard to be at a party
若我感到自己像一道裸露的伤口
When I feel like an open wound
我便没有心情去参加什么聚会了
Its hard to be anywhere these days
这些时日我甚至都不想出门
When all I want is you
当我的脑海里都是你的声影
Youre a flashback in a film reel
你就像电影故事中的一刹闪回
On the one screen in my town
投放在我心中小镇的一个荧幕
And I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
我有在努力啊
I just wanted you to know
我只是想让你知道
That this is me trying
我有在挽回你
At least Im trying
起码我在努力啊
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