Ana Done - So Long, London

I saw in my mind fairy lights through the mistI kept calm and carried the weight of the riftPulled him in tighter each time he was drifting awayMy spine split from carrying us up the hillWet through my clothes, weary bones caught the chillI stopped trying to make him laughStopped trying to drill the safeThinkin, how much sad did you think I hadDid you think I had in me?Oh, the tragedy ...So long, LondonYou'll find someone ...I didn't opt in to be your odd man outI founded the club she's heard great things aboutI left all I knew, you left me at the house by the HeathI stopped CPR, after all it's no useThe spirit was gone, we would never come toAnd I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for freeFor so long, LondonStitches undoneTwo graves, one gunI'll find someone ...And you say I abandoned the shipBut I was going down with itMy white knuckle dying gripHolding tight to your quiet resentment andMy friends said it isn't right to be scaredEvery day of a love affairEvery breath feels like rarest airWhen you're not sure if he wants to be thereSo how much sad did you think I had,Did you think I had in me?How much tragedy?Just how low did you think I'd go?Before I'd self-implodeBefore I'd have to go be freeYou swore that you loved me but where were the clues?I died on the altar waiting for the proofYou sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest daysAnd I'm just getting color back into my faceI'm just mad as hell cause I loved this placeFor so long, LondonHad a good runA moment of warm sunBut I'm not the oneSo long, LondonStitches undoneTwo graves, one gunYou'll find someone ...