The Way I Am - Coll
Composed by：Rutendo Matsika/Casey Brown-Cook
Produced by：Rutendo Matsika
I don't know how many times
That I have to tell you
That I'm sorry for the way I am
I look at my reflection
I don't like what I see
My inhibitions won't allow me
To be what you need
So I chose to let go
Even though I didn't wanna leave
I tried my hardest
But to you that's not how it seems
If only you could understand
Exactly what is in my mind
Then you would know what I mean
When I say I can't control these things
If only you could feel my heart
My body is so consumed with guilt
Wish that I could help myself
That's just the way that I am
I'm sorry for the way that I am
I don't know how many times
That I have to tell you
That I'm sorry for the way that I am
I don't know how many times
That I have to tell you
That I'm sorry for the way that I am
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It's the reason why I am who I am
It's the reason why I am who I am
How many times do I have to tell you
That I'm sorry for the way that I am
Sorry for the things that I do
I just wanna fly sometimes
See your eyes sometimes
Tears down my eyes as I'm thinking about you
I'm only human
You wanna fix me but I can't be
I'm telling you to leave me
But you can't leave me
You wanna help me but you can't see
You know I'll never change
Look you know I'll never love you
'Till I learn to love my self
That's the truth and it's hurts
In and out of pain I'm just tired of the stress
Everything I'm not made me everything I am tho
And for that I'm always thankful
I don't know how many times
That I have to tell you
That I'm sorry for the way that I am
That I'm sorry for the way that I am
I don't know how many times
That I have to tell you
That I'm sorry for the way that I am
Ooooo
Ooooo
It's the reason why I am who I am
It's the reason why I am who I am
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