VELYNTE - Hold On Tight

I wear a smile like armor skinHiding wars I’m fighting inEvery step feels off the groundLike I’m falling without soundVoices echo in my headTruths and lies sleep in the same bedI chase a calm I never findLost between the heart and mindIf I let go of what I knowWill I break or will I grow?In the silence after fearI feel something pulling nearThis is chaos in my veinsBeauty born from all the painI’m breaking patterns, crossing linesFinding truth inside the fireClocks melt down the walls of timeEvery rule breaks out of lineI try to stand, I try to breatheBut chaos keeps its hold on meMaybe order starts this wayThrough the mess we’re forced to faceIn the wreckage of controlI’m learning how to be whole