飞向自己的天空 - If I Die Tonight

[ti:]If I Die Tonight[ar:] My Gloomy Sky[al:] My Gloomy SkyDarkness loomsa silent stormIn the depths of a tortured soulA battle rages night and dayAs depression leads to this fateful frayIf I die tonight will anyone careIn this endless void I'm lost and scaredThoughts like daggers piercing my mindDepression's grip leaving me behindThe world seems cold a distant placeMy heart is numb in this endless raceIf I die tonight will it be the endOr just a new beginning I can't pretendI'm fighting hard against the tideBut the darkness pulls me deep insideIf I die tonight who will cryIn this silent struggle I'm asking whyThe pain is real it cuts like a knifeMy soul is bleedingin this endless strifeThoughts of death a constant cloudIf I die tonight will it be allowedI look for light in this sea of gloomBut the shadows follow like a doomed tombIf I die tonight will it be my fateOr can I find a way to break this hateThe keyboard's notes a haunting soundAdding to the chaos in this downward boundMy voice is raw in this desperate cryIf I die tonight will anyone hear me sighI'm fighting hard against the tideBut the darkness pulls me deep insideIf I die tonight who will cryIn this silent struggle I'm asking whyThe battle rages on until the endIn this fight against the bitter friendDepression's hold may it finally breakIf I die tonight let there be no mistakeThat I fought with all I had in this tragic state