If today was my funeral
如果今天是我的葬礼
Tell me what would you say?
告诉我你会说些什么？
Would you think less of me for ending all of my pain?
你会因为我结束了所有痛苦而看轻我吗？
'Cause I'm so sick of trying to explain
因为我已经厌倦了试图解释
Would you think of me fondly like a soldier at war?
你会像对待战场上的士兵一样深情地想起我吗？
Or the coward that could not let you down anymore?
还是会把我当成那个再也不会让你失望的懦夫？
'Cause lately this life don't feel worth fighting for
因为最近我觉得这样的生活不值得为之奋斗
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
如果你能感受到我的感受，遇见我内心的恶魔
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
你就不会说我想死是自私的
You would let me let go
你会让我放手
You would let me let go
你会让我放手
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
你不会因为我站在这窗台上而评判我
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
因为我知道下面的任何事情都不会比我脑海中的更糟糕
Yeah, you would let me let go
是的，你会让我放手
But you'll never know
但你永远不会知道
There's a house that's on fire deep inside of my mind
在我内心深处有一所房子着火了
I've been stuck in the wreckage, I was taught I should hide
我被困在残骸中，我被教导要隐藏
There's an open window, smoke is getting high
有一扇开着的窗户，烟雾越来越浓
It's gonna tear me to pieces being forced to decide
被迫做出决定会把我撕成碎片
Do I jump like a failure, let it burn me alive?
我是像个失败者一样跳下去，让它把我活活烧死吗？
Should I feel guilty for running out of time?
我应该为时间耗尽而感到内疚吗？
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
如果你能感受到我的感受，遇见我内心的恶魔
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
你就不会说我想死是自私的
You would let me let go
你会让我放手
You would let me let go
你会让我放手
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
你不会因为我站在这窗台上而评判我
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
因为我知道下面的任何事情都不会比我脑海中的更糟糕
Yeah, you would let me let go
是的，你会让我放手
But you'll never know
但你永远不会知道
My pain, or see through this smile
我的痛苦，或者看穿这个微笑
I still fake 'til it's all too late
我仍然假装，直到一切都太晚了
All I have to say
这就是我要说的
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
如果你能感受到我的感受，遇见我内心的恶魔
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
你就不会说我想死是自私的
You would let me let go
你会让我放手
You would let me let go
你会让我放手
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
你不会因为我站在这窗台上而评判我
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
因为我知道下面的任何事情都不会比我脑海中的更糟糕
Yeah, you would let me let go
是的，你会让我放手
But you'll never know
但你永远不会知道