词：打工赚钱养企鹅
曲：打工赚钱养企鹅
I can calmly order takeout at the edge of a collapsing cliff
And suddenly lose all desire to eat when takeout arrives.
One second, he was still smiling at his colleagues
and the next second, he was in the bathroom compartment
pinching his palm with his nails to hold back his tears.
My emotions have no transitional zone
only a discontinuity. From the numb plain
directly fall into the emotional rift.
I have become adept at completing daily tasks in tears
my typing speed remains the same when I shed tears
and I won't bump into people while walking.
The most dangerous moment is often the calmest moment
as calm as the center of a storm eye
you know the next round of destruction is brewing.