作词 : Jonathon Quiles作曲 : Jonathon QuilesYeah, feels like I'm losing myselfFeels like I'm losing myselfWhy am I dooming myselfThe ** did I do to myselfShould've been true to myselfDumb to think you would've helpedDumb to think you would've helpedFeels like I'm brewing in HellFeels like I'm brewing in HellCan't be hard for you to tell, uhStuck in a slump and I keep climbing upI just turned 25 feels like my time is upFeels like everyone's sus and it's harder to trustAnd I can't shake the gut feelingI'm feeling like there's a knife in my gutAnd that's a gut feelingWhen you know deep down that the real person you loveIs dooming you that's why I leftNo don't get upset when you see me 'cause I didn't wanna give you upAnd it's **ed to think for you I wasn't enoughI just wanted your love but you wantedThere's some nights I wanna go and get hella drunkSo everything I was feeling could turn into numbAddicted to you, you're my favorite **I buy your lies, you're my favorite plugSometimes at night I will stare up aboveAnd wish under a star that I wasn't so dumbWhy does it even matter, ** I didn't matterI built up my hope just for it to get shatteredI'm always alone with the thoughts that I gatherI flip through my thoughts it's a terrible patternAs if flipping through 'em will lead me to answersI try to move forward, but keep going backwardsI hide all my pain behind smiles and laughterWhere no one knows that I'm a wild disaster, **Give my allOh, I wanna walk awayI'm living like a ghostAnd no one ever knowsSee me fallOh, I knew that I would breakI'm living like a ghostBut no one ever knowsAlways alone I wish someone could see meI lay in my bed staring up at the ceilingTalking to myself until I'm overthinkingI'm home all alone no one knows that I'm weepingI swear my whole life is so **ing deceivingAnd I stand for broke with the checks I'm receivingMy money can't buy the family I'm needingMy money can't heal the agony I'm feelingI need someone to love to me, someone to hug meSomeone to be there when my mind gets uglyI swear they really think my life is stunningBro I come home to absolutely nothingI'm just a lonely guy loaded with moneyNobody told me my days won't be sunnyI'm bleeding on people who didn't cut meSo when they leave me, they leave 'cause they bloodyI have issues with women, I'm so co-dependedI can't love myself, so I need her to give itAnd that's always where my self-worth is depictedAnd that's why I date women so narcissisticMy mind is a mess and it's always conflictedAnd lately it's been hard to make a decisionAnd it pains me that I finally admit itI've been suicidal and trying not to end it, **Give my allOh, I wanna walk awayI'm living like a ghostAnd no one ever knowsSee me fallOh, I knew that I would breakI'm living like a ghostBut no one ever knowsI'm saddened to think people that think that I'm reachingAnd that is the reason I feel what I'm feelingI may have some fame, but it's pain that I'm reapingI been praying to God asking Him for a healingMan, I need my mom, I need my dadI need the family we never hadOur family's broken, I'm feeling hopelessNobody notice I'm in a tranceAll I have is my daughter I stare in her eyesAnd I break down all I do is provideHow can I give her a family lifeWhen it's just me and her every night, **Yo, this ** is too muchI'm single-handedly killing my buzzI don't make music 'cause I'm in a rutAnd all of the stress of it is making me numbWhy do I dream of a Grammy I'm winningWhen I don't have a family to celebrate with meLook there is no bullshit excuse that you could give meTo make me feel like my damn life is worth livingI swear loneliness is a cancer within meI'm searching for friends 'cause my family's missingThis ** is exhausting, I'm thinking of quittingAnd maybe the end for me is a new beginningGive my allOh, I wanna walk awayI'm living like a ghostAnd no one ever knowsSee me fallOh, I knew that I would breakI'm living like a ghostBut no one ever knows
No One Knows (feat. Axyl) (Explicit)
No One Knows (feat. Axyl) (Explicit)