小夜子 (Jazz Arrange) - 西瓜Kune
There is nothing left to take but I still try to reach
Try to swallow it all down yet I can't seem to breathe
Just a single pill of mine nothing else would suffice
I take it in now I'm alive
Now my phone is set on lock and I don't really care
There's a tangle and a knot that I cannot repair
I'm a tragedy I'm ugly I'm trying to hide
I say hello then wave goodbye
See me fall down
Let me die here
Slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace
Of honesty
I'm to blame
So I'll remain
Black white day night
It's all the same
See it run down
Cut away
No worries
Say no more
I can surely say that I've had enough
I still refuse to believe
Everyday would be the same
Nothing more
Little change
If I cared it would mean nothing
It's all such a pain
Friendly bonds are so unneeded
I don't give a damn
A busy life
Is what I am
Could it be that family was a way of escape
Didn't know if it was right so I threw it away
Couldn't take it anymore
I had taken enough
So then I hid my need for love
Lay me right down let me sleep
I'm restless
Cover my eyes when I'm up
I'll finally
Fade away
Here today
Give me a reason
Then I'll stay
If I could fly
If for only a moment
There wouldn't be such a need for casualty
I'm alone
And that is how it'll be
Why does everything I do cause tragedy
Why does everyone I know keep leaving me here
Why do I feel so empty inside
I only want to die
See me fall down
Let me die here
Slowly
Nothing goes right
Not a trace
Of honesty
I'm to blame
So I'll remain
Black white day night
It's all the same
See it run down
Cut away
No worries
Say no more
I can surely say that I've had enough
I can't remember
That very day
That very day
Changed me
Happiness died
Like a light
I carried
I'll sleep tonight
And hope to finally leave
A world which I don't believe
A life which I don't need
Now I'll finally be free