I was in a headspace wasn't easy for me to hold in my sight
You had much to say
I had much to drink
I was blinded by the light
So why do I try
Cause we talk all the time oh why tell me why
Cause now don't you see me
Standing alone in the cold
And it's dark you're playing with my heart
Back to your apartment
And nobody's home
Who would've known that it would be this hard
The mistakes that I've made
It builds up with the shame
And it complicates my life
And I try to deny
Watch it fall from your eyes
And I complicate this love
Yet I try
Oh I try
No I try
Yeah I try I try
She said
He's a little like you
You're a little like him
And I don't wanna have to choose
Between my heart and my head
So many words left unsaid
I'm little like you
You're a little like me
I'm terrified
Cause maybe it's the end for me and him
But you taught me right
And I hope you see me
Standing alone in the cold in the dark
You held me close that night
And it's a heavy feeling
To cover the holes in my heart
Cause I can't fill him up inside
The mistakes that I've made
It builds up with the shame
And it complicates my life
And I try to deny
Watch it fall from your eyes
And I complicate this love
But I try
Oh I try
No I try
Yeah I try I try