after - Powfu
Lyrics by：Isaiah Faber
Composed by：Isaiah Faber
Yeah
After after where am I running to after
Feel like my life goin' backwards
Swimmin' through miserable patterns
After after nothing to see but disaster
Wanderin' searching for answers
I never been in this chapter
Feel useless
Food in the fridge still rottin'
Bought nothin' last time I went shoppin'
I don't see ghosts
But your chair still rockin'
Not good at art but I started
With a garden and large white
House like you wanted with arches
Keep me distracted
Don't wanna keep the bad habits
I thought I had a heart attack
But I can manage
I don't wanna see myself in the mirror
Past two years have beaten me up
Drop my drink no time for cheers
Shave my head and get cleaned up
I don't wanna see myself in the mirror
No more tears from the boy I was
Leave this swamp see the coast all clear
Maybe this time my life won't suck
Yeah yeah yeah uh
Where am I running to after
Feel like my life goin' backwards
Swimmin' through miserable patterns
After after keep askin' God for the answer
Sleep by myself in a camper
I'm still alive and beating
So what else matters
I'm leaving tomorrow
I don't know where I'm gonna go
But I'll find somewhere
Bright and early
Got my drink from McDonald's or somethin'
There's there's just nothing
Here that that interests me anymore
I don't know I'm excited