Under raging sun crawling to the one 在炽烈的阳光下，我匍匐向
On the picture hanging on my wall 那张挂在我墙上的照片
I looked at him he’s the one I want to be 我凝视着他——那正是我想成为的人
But how can I define 可我又该如何定义这一切
He’s smart he’s tall he talks a lot 他聪明、高挑、健谈
When he’s with me I feel distraught 他在我身边时，我却心乱如麻
The way he walks shines through their hearts 他走路的姿态能照亮他人的心
My envy struck 我的嫉妒随之袭来
I looked into the mirror asking if I were way much thinner 我看向镜子，问自己如果我再瘦一点
Then I won’t be alone on Fridays and I could be a singer 那我是不是就不会再孤单，也能成为一个歌手
He’s been nice to me but all we talk is only about the weather 他待我友善，但我们谈的永远只是天气
But that’s enough to make me cry inside 但这已足够让我在心里落泪
A whole ****** river 一整条河流
Once heard people said out of sight out of mind 我听人说过“眼不见，心不烦”
But his smile engraved in my head 可他的笑容却刻在我脑海里
We aren’t friends but I keep hearing about his news and his amazing wife 我们并非朋友，却总听到他和他美丽妻子的消息
I strived to be a man like him 我努力想成为那样的男人
The clothes the talk his everything 学他的衣着、言谈、乃至一切
I thought when I became not me 我以为只要我不再是我
Here comes the spring 春天就会到来
I looked into the mirror asking if I were way much thinner 我看向镜子，问自己如果我再瘦一点
Then I won’t be alone on Fridays and I could be a singer 那我是不是就不会再孤单，也能成为一个歌手
He’s been nice to me but all we talk is only about the weather 他待我友善，但我们谈的永远只是天气
But that’s enough to make me cry inside 但这已足够让我在心里落泪
A whole ****** river 一整条河流
People tell me I should be myself 人们告诉我要做自己
But no one knows how it must’ve felt 可没人懂那种煎熬的感觉
So I put on the masquerade to cover up my face 所以我戴上面具，遮住真实的脸
Forced to be a man that I don’t like 被迫成为我自己也厌恶的模样
Yet I really am magnetized 可我仍被那吸引的力量所困
It’s like I’m in a cage 就像被困在牢笼
I want to be him, but I just hate when… 我想成为他，却又憎恨这样的自己……
I looked into the mirror asking if I were way much thinner 我看向镜子，问自己如果我再瘦一点
Then I won’t be alone on Fridays and I could be a singer 那我是不是就不会再孤单，也能成为一个歌手
He’s been nice to me but all we talk is only about the weather 他待我友善，但我们谈的永远只是天气
But that’s enough to make me cry inside, oh 但那已足够让我在心里哭泣，哦
And that’s enough to make me die inside, oh 那也足够让我在心里死去，哦
And that’s enough to make me cry inside 这已足够让我哭泣
A whole ****** river 一整条河流