I need you
Get you off my mind
I can't get you off my mind
I need you
Get you off my mind
I can't get you off my mind
I'm trying to forget my hometown where I grew up for 18 ****ing it's montana and cali
So many memories getting bad have you said gotta look to my future but I'm dwelling on my past up
Trying to find an excuse why I left but I can't find what I been trying so high but I can't find cant do it anymore maybe that's I left
Tryna be a new person teper gotta slow it down gotta be calm collect
And don't know why I've been so angry lately
Maybe I need more medication
Thought I was over with this **** thought I could be a new person but surprised I'm wrong I'm always wrong
And it doesn't feel like I'm in control
It doesn't feel like I'm in control yeah yeah it doesn't feel like it doesn't feel like I'm in control
Does it feel like doesn't feel like I'm in control yeah it doesn't feel
Like does it feel like I'm in control yeah
It doesn it feel like does't feel like I'm in control yeah
I'm trying to forget my old ways
Always falling back of **** that I need to let go I don't know how to get through this was now I friend the family I wanna go back
But I know that I can and I know you got my back
**** this feeling I being no I'm the only one I can run to
And I hope one day you can see that I'm trying my back
That I'm trying my best I'm trying my best yeah I'm trying my best trying my best yeah I'm trying my best I'm trying my best yeah
M trying my best I'm trying my best yeah
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best yeah
But some trying your best doesn't mean you're perfect
Version of me I can go further
Feels like I'm stuck in a never ending new by knowing one day that I'll make a big I'm trying to get to my salvation feeling antach from everything around me
I think I forgot to pack my sanity
I think back home is where I wanna be but where I am is where I need to be I can grow as a person
Learned some new **** thatve never learned before but maybe I should find my five knives in an archive of the old times of feeling stuck no where to go I'm not in control
I don't feel like myself I wanna have fun with what I love
But I can't all bills right yeah
But when nothing feels right yeah yeah it didn't feel like does it feel like I'm in control
Does I feel like does it feel like I'm in control yeah
It doesn't feel like didn't feel like I'm in control yeah
It doesn't feel like
It doesn't feel like
But I'm in control yeah
Ooh
Yeah