Feeling like I'm breathing my last breathFeeling like I'm walking my last stepsLook at all of these tears I've weptLook at all the promises that I've keptI put my all into your handsHere's my soul to keepI let you in with all that I canYou're not hard to reachAnd you bless me with the best giftThat I've ever knownYou give me purposeYeah you've given me purposeThinking my journey's come to an endSending out a farewell to my friends for inner peaceAsk you to forgive me for my sins oh would you pleaseI'm more than grateful for the time we spent my spirit's at easeI put my heart into your handsLearn the lessons you teachNo matter when wherever I amYou're not hard to reachAnd you've given me the best giftThat I've ever knownYou give me purpose everydayYou give me purpose in every wayOh you are my everythingOh you are my everythingI don't know if this is wrong because someone else is telling me that it's wrong But I feel this so let me just like try my best not to let this happen again We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisionsYou can't be hard on yourself for it these are the cards you were given so you have to understand that's not who you are You know you're trying to be the best you can be but that's all you can do If you don't give it all you got you're only cheating yourself give it all you got but if it ends up happening it ends up happeningThat's what happening with me it's like "God I'm giving it all I've got sometimes I'm weak and I'm going to do it" And it's like I'm not giving myself grace I'm just like understanding that's how it is