Wish You Were Gay - Bill Callahan/Bonnie 'Prince' Billy/Sean O'Hagan
Composed by：Billie Eilish
Oh baby I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood
I'll never let you go
Five words you'll never say oh
I laugh along like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long
If three is a crowd and two was us one slipped away
And I just want to make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
And I can't tell you how much
I wish I didn't want to stay
I just kind of wish you were gay
Is there a reason we're not through
Is there a twelve step just for you
Our conversation's all in blue
Eleven heys hey hey hey hey
Ten fingers tearin' out my hair
Nine times you never made it there
I ate alone at seven
You were six minutes away yeah-yeah-yeah
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is turn and walk the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say I'm not your type
Just say I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
Oh I'm so selfish yeah yeah yeah selfish
But you make me feel so helpless
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay yeah
I just kinda wish you were gay
Yeah I just kinda wish you were gay