My heart beats loud enough to deafen meAnd you keep coming to me in my dreamsAnd lights flashI beg that you'll appear in fleshAnd tell me everything I want to hearAnd then againLa la laIf the pain is endlessHow can I live how can I liveWhen the weight is relentlessTo be with you nowFeels like the only way outMaybe you can make it betterI don't need foreverJust find me somehowAnd if you're unsure'Cause we've been here beforeI don't want more than forYou to talk me downAnd love me just for nowLove me just for nowMy mind plays with you like you're its favorite gameAnd I shake addicted to the d**g I craveAnd I'm trapped carrying this burden on my backBut I won't let you fall even if my body cracksLa la laEven if my body cracksI don't need my bodyIf the pain is endlessHow can I live how can I liveWhen the weight is relentlessTo be with you nowFeels like the only way outMaybe you can make it betterI don't need foreverJust find me somehowAnd if you're unsure'Cause we've been here beforeI don't want more than forYou to talk me downAnd love me just for nowLove me just for nowI can't erase what we hadSo please understandIt's not how I want this to beYet I'm chained to the pastAnd I'm sinking fastNot how I wanted you to see meIf the pain is endlessHow can I live how can I liveWhen the weight is relentlessTo be with you nowFeels like the only way outMaybe you can make it betterI don't need foreverJust find me somehowAnd if you're unsure'Cause we've been here beforeI don't want more than forYou to talk me downAnd love me just for nowLove me just for now